Wow it really has been a long time since i made any posts or uploaded any new artwork, well i suppose i have a good enough reason with school and work keeping me pretty busy. how ever i am alive and well for those that care or even look at this dusty page. hope to hear from my friends soon later everyone.

any way i guess an update is in order. Well im alive and im pretty sure im going to ge scurvy from my lack of vitamins and vege's and fruits in my diet. ive got a pretty good staple of ramen,.. ramen and ramen so yeah. any way school is going alright nothing new to add really on there. its just hard and a alot of work but hey thats what you expect from college any way till next update.

When i look back at how far ive come and how much ive struggled out here in california. I have come to the realization that life is short and beautiful and should be cherished always. If you cant except what you have then i am truely sorry for you. Not everyone gets to live the life of riches, Not every one gets the easy life. Some of us have to work hard for it. Even though it is pretty lonely out here in california i will always cherish those who helped me get here. Those who never gave up one me. Thank you everyone who was supportive. On a side note its been ages since i have been to this site. i have been so busy with school and playing games in my free time i havent submitted any art. Sadly between homework and WoW i dont have much time to draw. i like to indulge my self in gaming after i do my homewok. Which believe me is a whole hell of a lot more then i want. But alas that is what i have to live with. But any way im sure most havent look at my page in ages but thats ok if nothing else ill try and keep my journals up to date on whats going on here in Cali. Till next time i wish he best to all who read my journals. And for those that do enjoy my little poems of life at the end of each one *smiles* later alls.

Hardships unseen by the passing glance, to many to look to fast to pass. No where to run for whom i hide. Inside my shell from here i cry. A deeper look inside my soul unforgiving darkness is what im told... admist the ruins you can see the hopes and dreams of every being.

well things are starting to look up for me for the most part. i have been approved for my private loan so i can afford to live in cali and go to school. now just trying to get a place squared away.

my feet hurt from work and other then that life is good.











to those who know me and to those who dont. Morbid rapture of a seductive dream, reality lost in a sea of screams. murky visions of a steely dawn, translucent feelings of memories gone.